Everything can change in the blink of an eye,

Scrape away the layers.
Watch the crimson flow.
Take away ur problems,
& let that colour show.

I want to take everything from u,

Just like u have done to me.

Maybe if I do this,

My spirit will be set free.

I'm getting real sick of this whole random bouts of anger coming from NOWHERE.

Making me feel like punching the living shit out of something and headaches so bad that I feel like I'm going to puke.

Ugh..

It's too late to go back now,

This life sentence has begun.
I miss u & I hate u.
U made me this way.
But all the same ur not to blame.

This is all my fault,
Everythings my fault.
If u ever need me.
We both know I will be there,
In a heartbeat.

But all the same again,
If u ever realized what u did,
The only reason I'd ever take u back
Is to break ur fuckin heart like u did to mine.

Make u feel the same pain I did,
Make u live the same hell I lived.
The screams, the tears, the nightmares
And all the dreams I still have.

U haunt me, u taunt me.
and then u go and flaunt ur new bitch at me
Like I give a shit
I'm happy i'm not her
So I dont have to put up wit ur fucking bullshit.
Good riddance, dick.

I'm sorry

Please come back
I don't want to ignore this anymore
I don't know what's going on
So please forgive me
Just talk to me please
I want to hear your voice again

=(

I can't ignore her

But I don't know what to do

I'm so confused.

I need help but I don't want it 

I don't want to be so lonely anymore

But I can't handle her.

You say you'd die without me

Yet slowly
You're killing me.

You're the fucking reason I'm the way I am
You ask me why I'm not motivated
You're a lazy bitch.

You wonder why I'm depressed
You yell and scream at me when somethings wrong
And you know very well somethings wrong.

But you won't ask me anymore
Yeah I say nothings wrong
But I know you know better

I need help, I just can't ask for it. I just can't.
Why would I ask you for help when you're the reason I need it?
The reason I want to take my life?
The reason I cry all the time?
Why?

Burning Pain

I feel empty like a hollow shell.
You can come and wish me well,
But no one can save me from this hell.
Forevermore, here I dwell.

Scratching off my skin to cope,
The effect is the same as dope.
It's better than getting some rope,
Cause I don't know how to say 'nope'.

The pain is searing through my chest,
It is unlike all of the rest.
With it's test... test... test,
All I can do is my best.

Breathing in glass,
I think of my past.
Waiting for more time to pass,
My sand falls through the hourglass.

This burning pain inside of me,

I cannot take it anymore.

Waiting for the impossible,

To come bursting through my door.

I want to hear your voice again,

So I know that I'm not alone.
I want you to take me on that path,
The one that's yet to be shown.

Perhaps this is a maturity thing,
I've outgrown you far too fast.
Perhaps inside you're dying,
Only a silent murmur of my past.

Take over me and bear my pain,
For you don't truly understand.
Once you are here,
Together we will band.

Hearing your voice echo through my head,
is something I'd never expect to hear.
But since I heard it,
I want you close and near.